today was a day in my life which i will never forget. i swear to god i love my boyfriend
so much, i would never never betray him, seriously. last week sth happened which will affect my whole life in a way i just don't know yet. i was under pressure all time and every second, basically 24/7, but now everything is fallen off of me. of course i'm feeling 200% better than before. but i'm tough, strong and dedicated to process and handle this situation what happened to me. life is making a whore of me, now i'm making the life to a brothel. easy.

xoxo

i miss him already.

omg. i miss my bf so much. i dunno why but he's like gone again :-(

still in love.

hey guys,
i'm like so freakin out. my boyfriend is the cutest guy ever. i'm totally fallin for him, don't know the acutal reason, but i guess you guys know what i'm meaning. so, yesterday i was at his house where he growed up and omg, it's the total opposite of where i'm living. it's like countryside or that thing, but seriously it is SOO beautiful there. and he's really nice and careful with and to me. sometimes i think that he could be the right one and maybe you know the feeling of this "mr right occured". he definetly is my personal mr right. i'm sure. and i don't know why many girls are staring at him, okay, i'm not jealous but it bugs me, maybe he's hot.. AND the best thing is, that he is mine, all over.
next topic is that i'm really tired, but can't sleep. i'm lying in my bed and just do some nerdy and pointless stuff. i have holidays and i'm really glad about it.. and i have started to work, my boss is a psychotic and backstabbing bitch, who can't pay her bills for her restaurant thus i don't get my salary. whatever, basically i don't need her money, i have enough.. haha, that was joke, got it? okay, i'm going to bed now, it's late. soo guys, night night and sleep well.

 Silke