ok weird. he was just busy. and everytime i'm soooo scared and I don't know why.

i don't know what's happening but i'm scared. scared of everything, I hope he won't throw our relationship away like rubbish. he isn't answering any phone calls, wasn't at home today, but told me yesterday that we meet tday. i don't know. maybe i'm overreacting, i don't know, but what i know is that i can't handle this whole thing anymore. if something happened to him i wouldn't forgive me. hope for me..

what happened to us?

hey guys, it's like the darkest day ever since "the day.
i guess, i lost him just because of my words. maybe the separation is better for now.. but thinking about it hurts so much that it's like someone's thrusting me with a knife right through my stomach. i want him back :-( soo heavily..