i don't know what's happening but i'm scared. scared of everything, I hope he won't throw our relationship away like rubbish. he isn't answering any phone calls, wasn't at home today, but told me yesterday that we meet tday. i don't know. maybe i'm overreacting, i don't know, but what i know is that i can't handle this whole thing anymore. if something happened to him i wouldn't forgive me. hope for me..